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Wed Oct 28, 2009, 6:20 PM
  • Mood: Torment
  • Listening to: Taking Over Me[Live] by Evanescence
  • Reading: Shizuku's Daughter
  • Playing: Farmville
  • Eating: Teryaki chicken w/rice
  • Drinking: Water because I'm dehydrated much
I'm alive!... well, not really. XD

I probably won't be activly drawing or posting for quite some time, possibly not until November or December. I am responding to messeges and stuff periodically and checking my deviation subscriptions every so often.

Right now I'd really rather be drawing (I'm supposed to be doing a study guide while I type this) but I have WAY too much school work and a class from hell.

It seems though that no matter how many blows I take from this class or the ammount of stress I take: I can't quit the class. There's too much holding me to this class, I just can't walk away. At this point, passing this class with a C is less of a failure to me now than dropping out. I may even subject myself to this torture again next year with Physics.

Yes, I know what some of you are thinking: "Are you a complete whacko?"

The answer to this is probably yes.

But then a few of my friends are probably rolling their eyes, I know they did just fine in this class despite the pressure. They're part of the reason I just can't quit this. If they can do it, I want to be able to as well.

Yes I'm a stubborn, "prove to world I can be great too" child who sucks.

ANYWAY, my entire lab group worked on classwork after school today and even got ourselves ahead so we didn't have to worry so much. Hopefully with this, and the test friday, our grades will go up to (at least) a C; maybe even a B- which would really make me happy.

Current requests:
:bulletblack:2 Characters for my walking buddy in Food and Fitness
:bulletblack:The remaining 2 Characters for a friend of mine from elementary/middle school.

Things coming to dA:
:bulletblack: Kangaroo sketches
:bulletblack: Various bird sketches
:bulletblack: Rose doodles
:bulletblack: PeRsOnA page 4

:iconsesshoumaruxkikyou: :iconforestxjill-fanclub: :iconkyo-sohma-fan-club: :iconkagome-killers-klan: :iconthemeatbeardsociety:

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:iconvirago15:
You sound like me - no matter how much I whine and complain about my classes, I'll never drop them. I'm too proud :D

I haven't been doing a lot on dA lately, either. Mostly just checking my messages - I don't think I've written for almost a month. Hopefully that'll change once NaNoWriMo starts.

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La la la la la la la lie... :music:
:iconhazuki2974:
I think my chemistry teacher is also slowly breaking me of my anxiety disorder. I've been having so many panic attacks that I've been learning how to just NOT care anymore... thus I've begun to panic a little less.

This is the first time I've even started drawing in quite a while... maybe three weeks or so... I do have pictures of halloween cookies to upload though.

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"I believe that dreams are sacred
Take my darkest fears and play them
Like a lulaby
Like a reason why"
~Evanescence

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